माँ तेरे आँगन में

Today its about to one and half month passed since the shameful and outraged incident....I am still Sad and feel the pain inside and outside.... my heart and mind are still moaning....nothing has changed or society still in shock like me and still trying to sink this ghastly gang-rape....

Today is second blogoversary of my blog... but i m not in a mood to celebrate it...mixed feelings of sadness, pain, shame and outrage continue to come back and back again and again.... who to blame...those assailants, those circumstances, our system, our law and order, our leaders, our society, our mindset....who...???

Some of us still blame those six evils..some of us blame system...some of us blame law and order..some of us blame society and its mindset...even some of us still think its victim's mistake to went out with her male friend to watch late evening movie show...some of us blame her costumes/outfit..her conduct...or some of us blame the alcohol and male hormones...No one here to blame himself..his own thinking...ourselves and our mindset..always blame others...No one want to hear the real victim...

I know some people forgotten the incident and move on with their daily up and down life.....they doesn't really care about aftereffect...but some people are still there continuing their protest on Jantar-Mantar...they really want a change.....a big real change...not in capital of the country but in whole country....change in law and order..change in system...

but about us, in our own house...our daily life...our personal life...don't we want to change them...this big real change shouldn't be needed there...

Well i am not a leader or so called big personality to change the society and every house in society...but still being a girl/woman i want to be heard...i want to be respect..i want to be free as free as boys/men are...so friends i want to share some inner voice of my heart and mind on behalf of every victim of rape/gang rape/sexual harassment and every women...

माँ तेरे आँगन में

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

बहुत शोर है

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

कौन सुनेगा मेरी पुकार 

माँ तेरे आँगन में

तेरे बेटे की खुशियों में बजती थालियों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन खुश होगा मेरी नन्ही मुस्कानों पर

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे बेटो की किलकारियों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में

कौन देखेगा मेरी अठखेलियाँ को

माँ तेरे आँगन में

तेरे घूँघट से नापे जाते शर्म मान सम्मानों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन भाव करेगा मेरी आखों से झलकते सम्मानों का 

माँ तेरे आँगन में

तेरे पूर्वजों की रीती रिवाजों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन खोलेगा बंद दरवाजों को

माँ तेरे आँगन में

तेरे बड़े बुजर्गों की नसीहतों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन सुध लेगा मेरी हसरतों का

माँ तेरे आँगन में

तेरे उन् ज्ञान पंडितों के गिसे पुराने पोथे उपदेशों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन अपनाएगा नए विचारों की धाराओं को 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे पति की पतंग की डोर का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन सराहेगा मेरी ऊची उड़ान को 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे आँगन में होती पंचों की मनमानी का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन शरण देगा दो प्यार करने वाली जवानी को 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे पुरुष प्रधान संस्कारों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन मानेगा स्त्री के अल्हंकारों को

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे सामने दिन रात गूंजती गालियों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन बदला लेगा उन गालियों में होता मेरा अपमानों का 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे खुद की असुरक्षा का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में

कौन सोचेगा मेरी सुरक्षा का 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

तेरे बदन पे पड़ते बीडी शराब के निशानों का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन मलहम लगाएगा दिल के घावों पे 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

हवस की भूख मिटाते उन दरिंदो की बेशर्मी का 

बहुत शोर है 

बहुत शोर है 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

कौन रखेगा हिसाब हुए जो मेरे साथ कुकर्मों का 

माँ तेरे आँगन में 

~'~hn~'~

(Dedicated to all rape victims especially Delhi gang-rape victim and to all women who faced any kind of gender discrimination ....

Written after "Delhi Gang-Rape--16th Dec 2012")

First manager paid by none

Once on a time when GOD already created the Earth.
He created water to drink, sun to light and air to breath.
Then he created plants, animals and all other beautiful nature.
He took a break whiles he wanted to make his best creature.
He was tired He just for fun gave all his emotions, values and brain.
He thought its enough time for that break and back to his work again.
He made its best creature and named all it human who live in his world with peace.
After that he turned to his other creation which he made in break is really a masterpiece.
He took a look and smile over it as he just sight his most beautiful, stunning and best production.
He knew it he cannot make it over again and again thats why he introduced new concept of reproduction.

His masterpiece is indeed a masterpiece but the other creature of its own doesn't know how to treat her.
They think she is a GOD gift for them to have a fun, they can use her as they want to so they take her.
The man took the woman and greet her as his wife.
He promised GOD that she will be with him for his whole life.
He promised to care of her, love her, understand her and never to be harsh with her.
First he took good care of her as he promised he is always busy to treat her and fun with her.

GOD was confused that He made human to take care of his whole world.
But human is always busy with the Gift GOD has gifted to him as an award.
Now he wanted to add some business in this world.
He asked to all to be managed and organized his world.
Man was asked too but he is busy in his own work.
Woman listen the GOD and say yes for that work.
She asked to be a first manager and the man's boss.
She said yes and proudly accepted all the Gain and Loss.

GOD made man to be her labour.
She can ask to man for her any favour.
But she already fallen in love of her man.
How can she ask a favour from her man.
She has to do all her stuff's her own.
So she asked her man to go out and earn.

Man go to forest to find some food but he was always busy to see all the world and explored it more.
She worked whole day she was washing, cooking, child caring, farming, petting, water fetching and more.
When man came with little food he earned by exploring the world.
She was the happiest one to know how hard her man has worked.
She asked him to take a rest after they had some talk, drink and food.
But he never ask her what she had done and he never in that of mood.

She knew she has to manage it herself without asking him to do so.
Becoz he already say no to GOD he never can organize manage the same though.
She knew she is not gaining anything excepts the pain.
But she is happy when he loved her for his own fun gain.
She never complaint it as she knew she cannot complaint to anybody.
She herself took initiative to be manager she will ask him when he is ready.

But he never ready to be asked even when he is to be asked he said.
He is not here to do all these things he has to be in that outside world.
He said to her that she is gentle, she is beautiful she has to be in his careness.
There is nothing in outside world for her as he knew it is nothing a selfishness.
He doesn't want to lose his freedom, his enjoyment, his adventurousness.
He just say to her that she is too soft, gentle and tendered to be seen all that harshness.



Is really a woman is too weak as she looked.
No she is much stronger in inner as she tooked.
GOD knows what she faced what she has done.
Since from starting She is the first manager paid by none.
~'~hn~'~

मैं एक लड़की हूँ

"मैं एक कली हूँ खिलने दो मुझे....
मैं एक सुगंध हूँ महकने दो मुझे॥ "

क्यों है यह बंधन क्यों है यह सीमाए,
क्यों है यह उदासी क्यों है इतनी यहाँ पीडाए॥
क्यों आज भी मैं लक्ष्मी होकर पराई हूँ
क्यों आज भी बहु ही रहकर बेटी नही बन पायी हूँ॥ 




"मैं एक रत्न हूँ चमकने दो मुझे....
मैं एक कंगन हूँ खनकने दो मुझे॥ "

आजाद होने को मन था कबसे बेताब..
पाना चाहती थी बस अपना बराबरी का खिताब॥
आजाद होकर भी मैं अभी भी कैद हूँ
साथ चलते हुए भी मैं कितनी पीछे हूँ॥

"मैं एक तार हूँ बजने दो मुझे....
मैं एक जल तरन हूँ चलने दो मुझे॥ "


  

खुला आसमान है फिर क्यों मुझे उड़ने नहीं है देते..
क्यों पर निकलने से पहले ही मुझे तुम बाँध है देते॥
क्यों हमको माँ ने ही नहीं दिया सहारा
क्यों बाप ने ही कर दिया यूँ पराया॥ 



"मैं एक सुंदर परी हूँ उड़ने दो मुझे....
मैं एक बाबुल की चिडी हूँ चहकने दो मुझे॥ "

 

क्यों नहीं है आज सबके पास मेरे सवालो के जवाब..
क्यों अपना ही हमसफ़र राह में पहन लेता है नकाब॥

जब बात आती है साथ देने की तो क्यों वो गुम हो जाता है
जब बात होती है मुझको समझने की तो क्यों वो मुझे ही समझाता है॥

"मैं एक रौशनी हूँ फैलने दो मुझे....
मैं एक रंग हूँ रंगने दो मुझे॥ "


 

हर कन्या को हर कोई माँ दुर्गा कह पूजता जहाँ..
क्यों जन्म देते ही मरती लड़कियां वहां॥

लड़को के अरमानो को है पूरा किया जाता
क्यों लड़कियों को ही है दबाया जाता॥ 

"मैं एक तितली हूँ बगिया की होने दो मुझे....
मैं एक बरखा हूँ हर तरफ़ बरसने दो मुझे॥ "

मैं एक कोख हूँ पनपने दो मुझे....

मैं एक बीज हूँ अंकुरित होने दो मुझे॥

मैं एक तस्वीर हूँ अस्तित्व्त लेने दो मुझे..
मैं एक मिटटी हूँ कोई रूप लेने दो मुझे॥

 

मैं एक खवाब हूँ पूरा होने दो मुझे...

मैं एक दिल का अरमान हूँ मचलने दो मुझे॥

मैं एक खुशी हूँ खुल कर हसने दो मुझे...
मैं एक लड़की हूँ इस जहाँ में जीने दो मुझे॥ 

 

"मैं एक डरी सहमी आखें हूँ देखने दो मुझे....

मैं एक अजन्मी लड़की हूँ इस कोख से जन्म लेने दो मुझे॥ "

~'~hn~'~


Happy Women's Day

Women

Women have an extra edge of "WO" over the MEN

As a woman I am always proud to be one of them

Women like pinks, Men like Blue

Let us now know the Power of the "W"

 

Woman as a Mother of the man

In this world of man she is the first who "Welcomes" the man

She nourishes him, she cherishes him,

She is always there for him

She feeds him, she leads him,

She actually a need for him

Woman as a Sister of the man

Being grew up with him she is always a "Well Wisher" of the man

She is a competitive, she is supportive,

Sometimes she fight with him without any motive

She sometimes talk like a friend, she is sometimes quiet at her end,

Sometimes she show the paths like a guide

Woman as a Wife of the man

In the whole life of man she is true "Walking companion" of the man

She is tender, she is lover,

She is actually sacrifice for him every part of her

She understands him, she cares him,

She is actually inside him as she share him

Woman as a Daughter of the man

Holding her in his hand, she is a "Wish" of the man

She is a blossom, she is an awesome,

Whenever he asked her she says he is handsome

She is ready to flew, where to go no clue,

She is for him just like dream come true

Women in these four different role in the life of the man

She done nothing but actually just give back to the man

The affection, care, love, passion, gentleness and the guardian

All which man gave to the women he all gets the same in return

~'~hn~'~